under the weather

i woke up feeling so low. i just feel something's missing.or someone perhaps.i just dont feel good about the set-up.i know something's wrong, well, it's been like that for quite some time now. not that i wont accept it, in fact i do, but i just let things be, being a complete coward. i cant even have the guts to tell him how i really feel (partly because of pride, and i may say something that would really hurt, even for his happy go lucky disposotion). aaaargh im at a lost for words. basta i feel really gloomy.